I am finally going up to Universal Studio's and asking for my ugliest man ever award.
They own E.
With this award, I want to thank some people and some academy. Then I want to move on. With a million tax free. The need to warn the American public about me is such bullshit. Man or woman - if you want to get them ho's - you should be allowed to and not setup. Its utter bullshit.
With this money, I plan to move the fuck on. I plan to move back to Houston where I know I can make 100 grand a year, without trying. I also plan to fight all my cases in every state that are pending. So when the background check comes up - it will be clean. I also plan to clear my credit and do all my taxes.
I plan to meet with the Gastric Bypass doctor in the memorial area on Next Thursday. I then plan to go house hunting or plan to make a cash offer for my house. I don't care what happened. I got my house back. She might sell it, if I buy it and give her 20 grand cash on top. I would.
Then I plan to enroll back in College, to finish my MBA - I should be done in by March. Then I plan to teach at several community colleges but I plan to pay someone to get me the job interviews. Map out a resume, etc.
I then plan to look at some franchises that are up for sell in my area. I plan to study the books and I plan to work the midshift.
I would gurantee turning 1 million dollars - into a 100 grand take home. While remaining a productive member of society, without being punished or controlled. Just don't sleep with the students and also run my business. I would have about 500 grand left over, but I am so sick of gambling that it would be easier to save the money. Drinking would be cheap. But the majority of my money would be spent on Uber rides and also the weekend going out.
I then plan to buy Yaya, a car and pay her rent off for three years to start to get her caught up and give Christian a 20 grand college fund to afford his college if plans to stay local with his family. That's how much college costs in Houston.
I then plan to get gastric in a month - and setup a man cave with an Xbox. Join a 24 hour gym in the area - and just enjoy my life. I don't like spending money gambling and I spent too much this week and I am fucked for the rest of the month, but I plan to start working. But I like the mentality of not having this scary thing on me all day.
My mind is being read and I am also my thoughts are being controlled via a scary satellite. Just pay me my fucking money, quit hating and let me go. Fuck. Cause its utter shit.
Even if I was 160, dressed nice and didn't need you for money but just work. I wouldn't work for any of them because its utter shit. You set me up asshole and you wanted to be famous so fucking bad you ruined a man completely for it. Its fucking stupid.
I hate the idea of popularity, fame and not doing what I usually do every time I go drink find out about people but its utter crap. The only people that didn't do was the other bar - I went to and I had a decent time, even though there was a fight and no go get them ho's moment or some crap.
Blahaha - this sucks just pay me and let me the fuck go.
Your not holding shit accountable; Your deterring a man from joining society. I don't want to go to cheaper, smaller market for a job, because at this point - if you didn't utterly hate me, you wouldn't need to create one - you'd just have to make it public and I would be able to get any job I want just not in this market - too big.
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The thought process is simple - how do you destroy a professional man so much and did this on purpose cause you got paid to... then expect them to work a retail or food service position. Its utter bullshit. Controlling a psychopath my ass. Pay me my fucking money for this shit and leave me the fuck alone.
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I need to buy a gun for the car because you hit me with cars on purpose that's it. And how the fuck do you let a man fucking sue for this shit. Keep him psychotic for the rest of his life instead. Or make it public - how the fuck you ruined a man's life for three years. Because some loser thought this was such a fucking big deal. And never left because you fucked me and never paid me for it and got the feds involved because you didn't want to pay for it. I don't understand the logic either - you can hit a man with a car, which looks like technically manslaughter and attempted murder then get him under federal investigation. Fuck you, pay me.
Its utter shit. Blahahahaha - Give me my award and pay me money. Because its not a joke dick. Leave me alone and leave me out of this crap. Its old. I die today, I got nothing I asked for; I was never pleased and catered too. And never paid the fucking money that needed to be given for ruining a man that just needed an uber driver, a drinking buddy and also a job in Houston when he had his shit together.
I am done. Pay me and leave me alone and I promise - in 15 years, when my kids want to check out Disney, Universal, Paramount and all the them parks and crap, I'll attend the studio audience and also not ask to go in front of the line.
I'll never have the money to sue. So just pay me a million tax free now and just drop it. And move on. Cause the talking is utter crap. You blow up my spot and hinder me from moving on and tarnish me in every way possible. For something illegal that was done and what I saw in a car.
And the shit needs to go public. I am talking to you fed's. I want the shit out. So I don't have to be setup and hindered to work in society. If it goes public and I am not pressed charges against. I'll run for mayor in Las Vegas. Cause its a small market and everyone knows me. Keep me away from the TV after this. Cause I'll start watching in year, when everyone gets over it. Cause then I can have something in common with people, local sports teams, etc. Without having to deal with this psychotic shit. Cause I don't want anyone in America to have to go through this.
No More go getting them ho's till my next free paycheck.
Friday, October 14, 2016
Wednesday, October 12, 2016
The Normal Thought Process Again -
Whenever I get home the machine that is the scariest thing ever other than me...begins to talk and go on and on and its too psychotic. I have a mental breakdown most of the day.
The machine often has me obsessing and hearing about myself for hours and hours on in...
It sucks. And unbearable most of the days.
But today, I thought normal Juan. Without the extra satellite bullshit. That guy was normal, manic and bipolar most of the day but never grandiouse. The grandiouse after I broke my concentration or obsession was about his money, improving his life, house and also applying to things that he could actually do.
I suffered from a bipolar mania and the complexities of getting fucked by people that you would have to see everyday that weren't allowing you to work was utter shit. When I could have said fuck'em.
But I broke it; I obsessed today about what would have everything go away. The psychotic obsession, keeping me hysterical 24 hours a day, blahahaha.
I thought about just figure of money. I always used a million because I received a scam call about a million tax free. So I always, not often but always use that.
I think if I were given it today...What would I do and its pretty concerete now, so I don't obsess and stay psychotic about it.
If I had to face probation time in Houston because somehow people were able to successfully presses charges and I was still paid - to where they would be kept out of trouble...Which is extremely unlikely, cause it was all illegal. But let's say it happens. I am given a million tax free and forced just to do probation to where I had to stay in a market.
I would buy the Subway on Highway 6 near my former house. I would then finish my mba and teach fifteen classes a year. Three online and also three in the classroom setting, this would go on during the fall and spring. Then I would teach three during the summer. I would have approximately just >4 months off total. I would then make 45000 dollars that I would have to pay taxes on. So I would hold all my receipts. This would be at the community college level.
The three I would teach online would have to deal with basic math. The three classes I would teach in person would be basic economics. An intro, A macro and a Micro.
I would set my office hours at the subway, I'd own. I would 40 hours a week there. Because I want to keep part of the profit and also it keeps me out of the house. Cause I hated not doing anything with my life other than walking to the store and stealing bread for three years. Cause that's what innately happened. My life was ruined and people got the feds involved never to pay me.
My day would be pretty simple - I would wake up at the house that I was able to buy back. I would offer 20 grand cash and also pay it market value. Due to sentimental value. I would pay my taxes and hoa's and insurance for my entire life. 30 years, I smoke - drink and I am overweight, so I don't expect to live longer than 30 years. Back to the normal routine... I would wake up, like I said previously, around 4 am, go to a 24 hour gym, work out for three hours, then get my dry cleaning and get a coffee and a pack of cigarettes, Change and go to work. I then would go to work around 9 or a little later. I am tired of being so early to things cause I am so anxious to be in society that I would show up early. But I would work from 9-12... Three courses would be taught within that time.
I then would come home - Watch some television and or just play X box or just chill cause I am tired of thinking. Then I would go to work at 3. From 3 to 11; I would just make sandwhiches. Then I would do my study or office hours then.
I would have all my exams online but set a bell curve based on attendance. And make sure everyone passed cause its community college.
Friday at 11 pm when I walked out of work. I would not have to worry about responsibilities for 3 days. But on Saturday, I would drop off my Laundry and also mow the lawn. Go see Yaya and that's it. Other than that get into society without the pieces of shit that I never wanted in my life in the first place. Other than papa's and Salvador. So my neighbors will be like are they still doing that to him. And the answer will be no. They paid his fucking money and let this man breathe. Cause he was never that sick. He just hates people that know about him. Cause he doesn't do anything but eat, smoke cigarettes and hit on ho's broke and is nice to people. And they keep him psychotic and won't let him breathe while setting him up. He owns a gun and keeps it in his car, so if you hit him and try to play it off like its someone else - he can legally kill you and get away with. Like the HPD officer told him.
You don't control a man for money and ruin his corporate life for your gain. Wow, you met people and shit. How do you not pay a man for this and keep him psychotic the entire time.
Shit this is what I obsess about so I make it practical.
The machine often has me obsessing and hearing about myself for hours and hours on in...
It sucks. And unbearable most of the days.
But today, I thought normal Juan. Without the extra satellite bullshit. That guy was normal, manic and bipolar most of the day but never grandiouse. The grandiouse after I broke my concentration or obsession was about his money, improving his life, house and also applying to things that he could actually do.
I suffered from a bipolar mania and the complexities of getting fucked by people that you would have to see everyday that weren't allowing you to work was utter shit. When I could have said fuck'em.
But I broke it; I obsessed today about what would have everything go away. The psychotic obsession, keeping me hysterical 24 hours a day, blahahaha.
I thought about just figure of money. I always used a million because I received a scam call about a million tax free. So I always, not often but always use that.
I think if I were given it today...What would I do and its pretty concerete now, so I don't obsess and stay psychotic about it.
If I had to face probation time in Houston because somehow people were able to successfully presses charges and I was still paid - to where they would be kept out of trouble...Which is extremely unlikely, cause it was all illegal. But let's say it happens. I am given a million tax free and forced just to do probation to where I had to stay in a market.
I would buy the Subway on Highway 6 near my former house. I would then finish my mba and teach fifteen classes a year. Three online and also three in the classroom setting, this would go on during the fall and spring. Then I would teach three during the summer. I would have approximately just >4 months off total. I would then make 45000 dollars that I would have to pay taxes on. So I would hold all my receipts. This would be at the community college level.
The three I would teach online would have to deal with basic math. The three classes I would teach in person would be basic economics. An intro, A macro and a Micro.
I would set my office hours at the subway, I'd own. I would 40 hours a week there. Because I want to keep part of the profit and also it keeps me out of the house. Cause I hated not doing anything with my life other than walking to the store and stealing bread for three years. Cause that's what innately happened. My life was ruined and people got the feds involved never to pay me.
My day would be pretty simple - I would wake up at the house that I was able to buy back. I would offer 20 grand cash and also pay it market value. Due to sentimental value. I would pay my taxes and hoa's and insurance for my entire life. 30 years, I smoke - drink and I am overweight, so I don't expect to live longer than 30 years. Back to the normal routine... I would wake up, like I said previously, around 4 am, go to a 24 hour gym, work out for three hours, then get my dry cleaning and get a coffee and a pack of cigarettes, Change and go to work. I then would go to work around 9 or a little later. I am tired of being so early to things cause I am so anxious to be in society that I would show up early. But I would work from 9-12... Three courses would be taught within that time.
I then would come home - Watch some television and or just play X box or just chill cause I am tired of thinking. Then I would go to work at 3. From 3 to 11; I would just make sandwhiches. Then I would do my study or office hours then.
I would have all my exams online but set a bell curve based on attendance. And make sure everyone passed cause its community college.
Friday at 11 pm when I walked out of work. I would not have to worry about responsibilities for 3 days. But on Saturday, I would drop off my Laundry and also mow the lawn. Go see Yaya and that's it. Other than that get into society without the pieces of shit that I never wanted in my life in the first place. Other than papa's and Salvador. So my neighbors will be like are they still doing that to him. And the answer will be no. They paid his fucking money and let this man breathe. Cause he was never that sick. He just hates people that know about him. Cause he doesn't do anything but eat, smoke cigarettes and hit on ho's broke and is nice to people. And they keep him psychotic and won't let him breathe while setting him up. He owns a gun and keeps it in his car, so if you hit him and try to play it off like its someone else - he can legally kill you and get away with. Like the HPD officer told him.
You don't control a man for money and ruin his corporate life for your gain. Wow, you met people and shit. How do you not pay a man for this and keep him psychotic the entire time.
Shit this is what I obsess about so I make it practical.
Tuesday, October 11, 2016
Stay the Fuck Away from me -
Stop Hypnotizing me. Stop trying to control me. Stop reading me mind. Stop making me scarier than I actually am. Fuck its not working. This actually makes me a huge threat to society and I need to sue with a half a million dollars.
I saw something out of laugh at a Criminal, cause there's no denying I am somewhat of a criminal, we all are, but it no longer made me laugh. You were a part of ruining my life and I want at least a million tax free for it. Cause I am owed a car, a House and not be forced to be kept psychotic in my sleep and also in public.
Psychotic or not. I am right. Some people need to be in prison and pressed charges against them for what they've done. And people act like the feds can't pay for this and they need to. I could have fed into a lie a federal agent said on television or what people have said you being controlled for movies that's it. Then give me an agent and 40 k and let me sustain myself for a couple of months, get thin and get in. The unmarketablity factor is small - dick, 100 people know about me, sorry 100 million people know about me. Pay me the cash and I'll do it. Controlled till I get paid 1 million or 2, if its a hit or I get into a summer of Juan crap that studio's push and I am so ugly right now its unbelievable...I'll make 3 or 4 million and get out of town and do the four businesses planned in Vegas. But I've been treated so bad there is no need to control me, just give me the cash and let me go and give me the scripts ahead of time. That's it.
But its utter bullshit - I am a corporate man that can work a decent sales job. But no one will let me. I want to press charges on all of them. I do; Cause's its so scary what is done to me.
And that forced obsession with some reporters force about a million dollars tax free... Its simple, I still got to work and I learned not through cars, because if I had made it and I had a house and a car and was working a job, I would have laughed at it, I learned pay for ho's, so I would move to Reno - finish my MBA....
Teach.
Own two Homes.
Own a Subway.
Get Gastric and pay for it.
And make with working both positions of 100k a year. Because the net or ceiling without being employed at the Subway you work at is 2200...working it would make me 4 k. Plus the teaching 4 k a month....
I would make 90 k. Plus own property. I would still have to work, but I would be able to control it. Plus their two honest jobs, etc...
But its utter shit. If it goes public in Las Vegas and I am given the million tax free. I use that as a starting point. It would be the same plan to teach but own smaller businesses given the business that I am given from the infamy of the feds and the entire media being used to throw me away and it didn't work.
That being said - I would still have to fucking work. I just need a million to start over, without the same psychotic bullshit everyday.
FUCK YOU think I get anything out people's fucking words other being kept psychotic and not being allowed to sue.
For the love of God - the people that fucked me to have charges pressed against them. The Men's Wearhouse - whom I got over and also Barosolution. Fuck the media and entertainment.
All you did was tell me what I want to hear and make me look like shit when I went down there twice and I can't press charges for it.
I am buying a gun if I get enough money from the job tomorrow and also getting the ipad from work and protecting myself in the market.
Las Vegas I finally snitched... My thinking and you feeding into and keeping me psychotic created gun wheeling drug dealers and your not going to prison for it?!?!?!? Exactly, you need to.
I saw something out of laugh at a Criminal, cause there's no denying I am somewhat of a criminal, we all are, but it no longer made me laugh. You were a part of ruining my life and I want at least a million tax free for it. Cause I am owed a car, a House and not be forced to be kept psychotic in my sleep and also in public.
Psychotic or not. I am right. Some people need to be in prison and pressed charges against them for what they've done. And people act like the feds can't pay for this and they need to. I could have fed into a lie a federal agent said on television or what people have said you being controlled for movies that's it. Then give me an agent and 40 k and let me sustain myself for a couple of months, get thin and get in. The unmarketablity factor is small - dick, 100 people know about me, sorry 100 million people know about me. Pay me the cash and I'll do it. Controlled till I get paid 1 million or 2, if its a hit or I get into a summer of Juan crap that studio's push and I am so ugly right now its unbelievable...I'll make 3 or 4 million and get out of town and do the four businesses planned in Vegas. But I've been treated so bad there is no need to control me, just give me the cash and let me go and give me the scripts ahead of time. That's it.
But its utter bullshit - I am a corporate man that can work a decent sales job. But no one will let me. I want to press charges on all of them. I do; Cause's its so scary what is done to me.
And that forced obsession with some reporters force about a million dollars tax free... Its simple, I still got to work and I learned not through cars, because if I had made it and I had a house and a car and was working a job, I would have laughed at it, I learned pay for ho's, so I would move to Reno - finish my MBA....
Teach.
Own two Homes.
Own a Subway.
Get Gastric and pay for it.
And make with working both positions of 100k a year. Because the net or ceiling without being employed at the Subway you work at is 2200...working it would make me 4 k. Plus the teaching 4 k a month....
I would make 90 k. Plus own property. I would still have to work, but I would be able to control it. Plus their two honest jobs, etc...
But its utter shit. If it goes public in Las Vegas and I am given the million tax free. I use that as a starting point. It would be the same plan to teach but own smaller businesses given the business that I am given from the infamy of the feds and the entire media being used to throw me away and it didn't work.
That being said - I would still have to fucking work. I just need a million to start over, without the same psychotic bullshit everyday.
FUCK YOU think I get anything out people's fucking words other being kept psychotic and not being allowed to sue.
For the love of God - the people that fucked me to have charges pressed against them. The Men's Wearhouse - whom I got over and also Barosolution. Fuck the media and entertainment.
All you did was tell me what I want to hear and make me look like shit when I went down there twice and I can't press charges for it.
I am buying a gun if I get enough money from the job tomorrow and also getting the ipad from work and protecting myself in the market.
Las Vegas I finally snitched... My thinking and you feeding into and keeping me psychotic created gun wheeling drug dealers and your not going to prison for it?!?!?!? Exactly, you need to.
Wednesday, October 5, 2016
The practical doesn't happen
I stopped watching sports due to the editing and financial parameters of getting setup via the media and entertainment but no one thinks practical..
I tried to sue and it's going to cost 1/2 a million.
I never understood why people wouldn't step up and so say don't trip here's a million tax free I'm worth a trillion.
And think practical I never gave you a shot in Las Vegas and the raiders are moving down there. So here's the cash take a couple accounting courses and you can be in our at or ap department and enjoy your life here with money and a job.
Work Monday through Friday and have off on the weekends.
The truth is it's going to suck for the rest of my life. Adding on to conversations leads to felony assault. I no longer believe anything from cars etc.
And by the time I get the job in the fall of 2017.
I'll have a car, house, gastric and a ton of people in my life that don't set me up all day and drive by and hire 30000 witnesses to set me up.
It's utter bullshit. I love and no how to live by myself and not talk to myself but this utter psychotic bullshit. I broke the thinking in 2010 and it has never stopped haunting me today.
It is so sick. You have a o keep a man broke that figures out ways to eat and pay rent legally. And waste taxpayers money keep on doing it.
I tried to sue and it's going to cost 1/2 a million.
I never understood why people wouldn't step up and so say don't trip here's a million tax free I'm worth a trillion.
And think practical I never gave you a shot in Las Vegas and the raiders are moving down there. So here's the cash take a couple accounting courses and you can be in our at or ap department and enjoy your life here with money and a job.
Work Monday through Friday and have off on the weekends.
The truth is it's going to suck for the rest of my life. Adding on to conversations leads to felony assault. I no longer believe anything from cars etc.
And by the time I get the job in the fall of 2017.
I'll have a car, house, gastric and a ton of people in my life that don't set me up all day and drive by and hire 30000 witnesses to set me up.
It's utter bullshit. I love and no how to live by myself and not talk to myself but this utter psychotic bullshit. I broke the thinking in 2010 and it has never stopped haunting me today.
It is so sick. You have a o keep a man broke that figures out ways to eat and pay rent legally. And waste taxpayers money keep on doing it.
Sunday, October 2, 2016
So people stopped talking about me all day on the street. It was great. The paranioa was gone and I am alone finally.
I am just a craigslist user, online dater, chronic gambler, chronic drinker.
I think to get this psychotic shit to end...The three year psychotic shit that started this week three years ago - was could I relapse in thinking and develop the steve levy disorder. That shit is so gay and it stopped, everyday it keeps lowering. I hope tommorow it gets turned off and I can get started with the rest of my life. The answer is no; There is no bizzare issue of fame. I don't know what the word means but I am so sick of the idea. I am supposed to be in my house at 8511 Grand knolls, with a kid, and also my Kia almost Paid off. OHHHH a bipolar with a car. That gets headaches dealing with difficult people. Cause my agrument logic is simple. A then B then C. But also - I am over it and I am here for the money. I just don't feel like selling tours and meeting people and being reminded of how psychotic it was - becoming psychotic by people making fun of me and getting away with it. To get me some free shit and the facade was it was never going to happen. Nice people would have given me the money to take care of my family and have her quit. But it didn't happen. And it was so stupid to get sick and not sue.
But this time I am here for the all of the lies and shit - the biggest lie - I would be a millionare tax free overnight. Entertainment doesn't do it for me and the only time I am really able to enjoy my life is when my mind is being read or I am being controlled at a low pitch and someone repeats it ahead of time. But fuck to control a man that much and scare a man that much.
Who asks to control a man through the television only a conman. Cause what developed at home was disdain and also mania with the remote. I had to be humbled for this shit. To be lied to all day. I got humbled to have my life automated. And be kept psychotic at 3 am and kept awake till 11pm. Lied to and forced to obsess. The lie of determining a man's quality of life being talked to all day or actually being productive is actual bullshit. Would I rather be make 43-45k in the same house, etc. And just working and going broke on Thursday - or being kept busy all day and not being allowed to make money. The feds are a bunch of dicks that set me up all day and keep me broke all day - and are idiots cause they are actually setting me up on federal case; I feel like a former al capone - I could have gone to prison for anything - you name it. Fuck. But I am literally going to have paperwork wasted on me for donut holes.
I remember before - I was worldly and knew a lot about a lot because I read a lot and also learned by having conversations with people. I heard facts, etc. And no one gives a fuck about what is done and I am being punished for having to be controlled by it which is utter bullshit. I learned from the news and they were such pieces of shit in Houston. Who stalls and believes embarassing someone in three different cities, stalking and harassing someone and also controlling a man for money - contolling a psychopath with a car....the feds...barosolution can take the blame but the Men's Wearhouse had been involved for ten years and looking to sink my ass ever since my mother passed. But the truth is no matter how many people got burnt - all they lost was money and people lost work - its been eight years, you weren't controlled for money, I am sure if you gamble you probably hit a mini jackpot, you networked and got over it.
This is not national disorder. Its some psychotic shit that is so scary to me that its unbelievable. God - its scary as fuck, but my thinking is starting to change. I could not recall anyone's conversation including the television in like 4 hours. I just napped and had to hear about myself all day.
To keep someone psychotic for the rest of my life. I heard the idea was to keep me sick, stupid fuck, I am already sick - this is psychotic. I am psychotic regardless - Ask to many questions, was too insecure, lied too much to lie about this psychotic process, stare to fucking much. But fuck the need to keep me psychotic fuck.
I came here for the money. Fuck - I was setup by the national media forced with Men's Wearhouse to move. By keep me non productive, even though, my word salads had gotten better. Etc. They spent a billion dollars burying me in another market. I could have gotten 2 million thrown my way. People are pissed but experience, don't reach.
Did I have fun being talked to ALL DAY. No - I laughed at the same hispanic woman that's young that said, I am going to need a job after this, She made me smile and I went completely psychotic, cause men don't think or obsess.
The morning sucked and the afternoon slowed down. ALOT.
I am just going to sell something with high comission and just make a million in a day. Tax Free and get the fuck out of town and start over in Las Vegas.
Cause its utter bullshit. I can't be famous for what happened in Las Vegas. I woke up at 3:30 cause bad actors love me, the joke, a newscaster or an actor, I wrote about in Blog or watched would drive by, then I couldn't go back to sleep, then I would wake up and go look for some pussy, then I would steal a donut hole and people would follow me around trying to get me to commit felony assault. Then I would stare at the television and they wouldn't shut the fuck up all day. Then I would warn everyone about me and then I got kept busy 190 hours out of 200 hours. Then I got my mind read all day. Then I burried to be automated. Then I got setup all day. Its not funny to me its asshole.
I ate and worked and got put through this shit. I want a noble peace prize. And a million dollars. I got Morgan Freeman to automate my life. For a minute, but I went up to work and I was like if people are going to keep me psychotic, why the fuck do I want to be around them. Their money, that's it. But its no enough.
Who sets up a man for three years. And shit. Fucking reaching losers.
I would take the fame and run for mayor but I can't handle the headache. Cause I haven't lived my life. To set a potrait for mayor, you've got to have a family and kids, but man I would win hand and foot. No matter what political party I ran. I just don't want it.
All the locals know me as being a part of the gayest shit ever. But I can start a deejay company, loan officer business, real estate business and also photographer. With a million dollars. I wanted to be rehabilated into society, be really famous and on every television station and not the background guy, etc, Cause that's what happened. Fuck and the feds still want to press charges for it. You abused a sick man for five months. I wasn't on medicine cause you fucked me on my medication. What's the point.
They say its psychological. But its not dick - its too much fucking control for ten years. I don't kill let me go.
I can't stand this shit. BLAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Crazy doesn't work - psychotic to be an even bigger threat to society. BALLAHAHAHAHAHA. Stop making it a joke - cause I lose everyday to this shit. Everyday. Everyday. Everyday. Not funny to me, not entertaining.
What free money. The free 40 bucks every month and tell me to shut the fuck up and abuse me for another 160 hours a week.
Stalling for what - not giving me 1/2 million and suing for a billion to stop this shit.
I am done. You could have stopped Orlando.
I told the feds - I can shoot someone if they hit me with a car again. Stop the car stalking. Stop all of it.
Humble for it. I hate it.
If I wasn't doing this shit. I would be watching the game ignoring it. Cause if I am allowed to change my thinking - I've got nothing to worry about.
I am just a craigslist user, online dater, chronic gambler, chronic drinker.
I think to get this psychotic shit to end...The three year psychotic shit that started this week three years ago - was could I relapse in thinking and develop the steve levy disorder. That shit is so gay and it stopped, everyday it keeps lowering. I hope tommorow it gets turned off and I can get started with the rest of my life. The answer is no; There is no bizzare issue of fame. I don't know what the word means but I am so sick of the idea. I am supposed to be in my house at 8511 Grand knolls, with a kid, and also my Kia almost Paid off. OHHHH a bipolar with a car. That gets headaches dealing with difficult people. Cause my agrument logic is simple. A then B then C. But also - I am over it and I am here for the money. I just don't feel like selling tours and meeting people and being reminded of how psychotic it was - becoming psychotic by people making fun of me and getting away with it. To get me some free shit and the facade was it was never going to happen. Nice people would have given me the money to take care of my family and have her quit. But it didn't happen. And it was so stupid to get sick and not sue.
But this time I am here for the all of the lies and shit - the biggest lie - I would be a millionare tax free overnight. Entertainment doesn't do it for me and the only time I am really able to enjoy my life is when my mind is being read or I am being controlled at a low pitch and someone repeats it ahead of time. But fuck to control a man that much and scare a man that much.
Who asks to control a man through the television only a conman. Cause what developed at home was disdain and also mania with the remote. I had to be humbled for this shit. To be lied to all day. I got humbled to have my life automated. And be kept psychotic at 3 am and kept awake till 11pm. Lied to and forced to obsess. The lie of determining a man's quality of life being talked to all day or actually being productive is actual bullshit. Would I rather be make 43-45k in the same house, etc. And just working and going broke on Thursday - or being kept busy all day and not being allowed to make money. The feds are a bunch of dicks that set me up all day and keep me broke all day - and are idiots cause they are actually setting me up on federal case; I feel like a former al capone - I could have gone to prison for anything - you name it. Fuck. But I am literally going to have paperwork wasted on me for donut holes.
I remember before - I was worldly and knew a lot about a lot because I read a lot and also learned by having conversations with people. I heard facts, etc. And no one gives a fuck about what is done and I am being punished for having to be controlled by it which is utter bullshit. I learned from the news and they were such pieces of shit in Houston. Who stalls and believes embarassing someone in three different cities, stalking and harassing someone and also controlling a man for money - contolling a psychopath with a car....the feds...barosolution can take the blame but the Men's Wearhouse had been involved for ten years and looking to sink my ass ever since my mother passed. But the truth is no matter how many people got burnt - all they lost was money and people lost work - its been eight years, you weren't controlled for money, I am sure if you gamble you probably hit a mini jackpot, you networked and got over it.
This is not national disorder. Its some psychotic shit that is so scary to me that its unbelievable. God - its scary as fuck, but my thinking is starting to change. I could not recall anyone's conversation including the television in like 4 hours. I just napped and had to hear about myself all day.
To keep someone psychotic for the rest of my life. I heard the idea was to keep me sick, stupid fuck, I am already sick - this is psychotic. I am psychotic regardless - Ask to many questions, was too insecure, lied too much to lie about this psychotic process, stare to fucking much. But fuck the need to keep me psychotic fuck.
I came here for the money. Fuck - I was setup by the national media forced with Men's Wearhouse to move. By keep me non productive, even though, my word salads had gotten better. Etc. They spent a billion dollars burying me in another market. I could have gotten 2 million thrown my way. People are pissed but experience, don't reach.
Did I have fun being talked to ALL DAY. No - I laughed at the same hispanic woman that's young that said, I am going to need a job after this, She made me smile and I went completely psychotic, cause men don't think or obsess.
The morning sucked and the afternoon slowed down. ALOT.
I am just going to sell something with high comission and just make a million in a day. Tax Free and get the fuck out of town and start over in Las Vegas.
Cause its utter bullshit. I can't be famous for what happened in Las Vegas. I woke up at 3:30 cause bad actors love me, the joke, a newscaster or an actor, I wrote about in Blog or watched would drive by, then I couldn't go back to sleep, then I would wake up and go look for some pussy, then I would steal a donut hole and people would follow me around trying to get me to commit felony assault. Then I would stare at the television and they wouldn't shut the fuck up all day. Then I would warn everyone about me and then I got kept busy 190 hours out of 200 hours. Then I got my mind read all day. Then I burried to be automated. Then I got setup all day. Its not funny to me its asshole.
I ate and worked and got put through this shit. I want a noble peace prize. And a million dollars. I got Morgan Freeman to automate my life. For a minute, but I went up to work and I was like if people are going to keep me psychotic, why the fuck do I want to be around them. Their money, that's it. But its no enough.
Who sets up a man for three years. And shit. Fucking reaching losers.
I would take the fame and run for mayor but I can't handle the headache. Cause I haven't lived my life. To set a potrait for mayor, you've got to have a family and kids, but man I would win hand and foot. No matter what political party I ran. I just don't want it.
All the locals know me as being a part of the gayest shit ever. But I can start a deejay company, loan officer business, real estate business and also photographer. With a million dollars. I wanted to be rehabilated into society, be really famous and on every television station and not the background guy, etc, Cause that's what happened. Fuck and the feds still want to press charges for it. You abused a sick man for five months. I wasn't on medicine cause you fucked me on my medication. What's the point.
They say its psychological. But its not dick - its too much fucking control for ten years. I don't kill let me go.
I can't stand this shit. BLAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Crazy doesn't work - psychotic to be an even bigger threat to society. BALLAHAHAHAHAHA. Stop making it a joke - cause I lose everyday to this shit. Everyday. Everyday. Everyday. Not funny to me, not entertaining.
What free money. The free 40 bucks every month and tell me to shut the fuck up and abuse me for another 160 hours a week.
Stalling for what - not giving me 1/2 million and suing for a billion to stop this shit.
I am done. You could have stopped Orlando.
I told the feds - I can shoot someone if they hit me with a car again. Stop the car stalking. Stop all of it.
Humble for it. I hate it.
If I wasn't doing this shit. I would be watching the game ignoring it. Cause if I am allowed to change my thinking - I've got nothing to worry about.
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