The Truth about it Going Public Monday -

I picked up work, from my building. I work three days, I am hoping it covers rent. I am also hitting my job with a viable EEOC charge - to get my job back, respect and also some $$$ for the holidays. But I am also, hoping this goes public Monday. I have often joked in my writing with my emails to the president. I realized the man doesn't know me and it is live edited, Crazy. Which means that I don't have a relationship with any of the people on television. Even the newscasters are edited. I asked for it to go public and for me to sue.


Because while being morbid and psychotic at home, having to hear lie after lie of manipulation, I realized that I could be normal if turned off and I am given an opprotunity to regroup. Its crazy, I know. But to me, killing my boss and now having time to regroup, I realized everyone has a boss that they would love to go away and in private, they say, I would love to kill my boss. But I, like normal people, never planned the action to do so. I never did. I never said, I am going to buy a gun and kill him. Now I have a restraining order on him and he is allowed to drive around for money around my house. But the thoughts of harming him have gone away. I just want to sue everyone. I am edited, live. No one knows. Because to the media and the world, it is a Timothy Mcvay tracker.


Its pretty sick. I am completely edited. To me the notion of completely monitoring a man and controling his thoughts is so sick, its a national newstory. How to do you completely ruin a man for three and half years and plan to keep him fully psychotic to do so. Its sick. There is no therapy - it is so sick what one human being will do to another. I know its a billion dollar cover up and a national newstory.


It is so sick. It turns my stomach. I asked out of the hysteria to kick it with the native american. I figure he's on extra pay and can give me 10 grand to get on my feet and I get a a couple of million on a christmas special. How to completely ruin a man, keep him fully psychotic and continue to set him up and never build a case, strong enough.


I am going down for taking care of myself and to me that is completely sick and people just do this for the money. I am owed a billion. I am. I know and so does everyone else, and I tried suing and no one will pick up the case.


There was an attorney in Las Vegas that was going to, but I can never seem to reach him. They keep me fully psychotic in hospitals, its truly sick. I am 33 and I have no future without the national newstory or without a couple of million.


I know I am sick. But I am going to buy two properties and also two cars in Austin, Texas and just visit Houston rarely.


Who blocks a man's tinder and never let's him go out, without keeping him fully psychotic. The feds.


If I haven't turned into Timothy McVay - then when, that's the national newstory.


Its fucking sick. But I need it public, cause people took it to far - hitting me with cars in Las Vegas, often suggesting suicide with these voices and also cars. Its sick, how people just don't want to pay a man they made him lose his sense of reality to it a hospital and do the scariest things ever to a human being.


Threat to myself, mostly, threat to society, rarely. You get fucked over with a billion dollars, get hit by cars, lose respect of friends and family, not allowed to go out and fuck a random woman, kept broke and fuck over a man for three and half years and tell me you can get a jokester, but to me and the world, it looks like Timothy McVay was created.


Its sick. I want to sue and go away. Get gastric, the first week, first my teeth, get hernia surgery - for my health. Then buy two cars, two houses and a franchise. Go out in March, at 160 and enjoying my life. My tinder, match and also adult friendfinder unblocked and also dick lipo and dick enhancements. To be controlled and slave. How long does it take to run a federal investigation and also if I haven't turned into Timothy Mcvay, with 50 grand and 1100 dollars, then when never.


I can joke and complete the three minute set, and if made public, I can do a complete set of all this shit. Cause no one knew they just used me for money and I can make complete special about being fucked all my life. Its utter crap, but I can make a couple of million alone off of it.


Bullying is crap. People need to know what I am going down for. Its true, I was kept broke and made decisions to survive, while being homeless and also alone. And the world made a billion off of me. And won't make it public cause its utter crap.


There is no need to control. Pay me, cause no one has let me sue. 2 million at least, taxed, so 2 million to start my life over.


Its sick. It is fucked what they did. And they still won't take accountability and I wouldn't but handed me a check, hey blame everyone but start over. Were done.


If you want jokes, I can give you jokes. If you want the truth, I can give you the truth. But fucking pay me and quit doing this shit to a human being.


I am going down for taking care of myself. That's it. And I want my money and it on the news. No one pays me through work. They stop me from making money and also setup some bizzare jealousy thing and also set me up at work. And plan to keep me morbid and psychotic for the rest of my life. Cause they created Timothy Mcvay and don't want a man with a fresh start and the money.


I am not blaming shit, cause I have never made a bizarre of irrationale decision or action. Throughout 8 years. I did show up to a radio station and a sporting event and movie set the first year. But this is year 9 going on year 10. Fuck you pay me. Its sick.

The Depressing Truth - )

God, it is so sick what I was a part of.

I truly miss my old life. I miss the women at the gym prior to September 2013, checking me out and me praying that they would still want to fuck me at payday.

I miss waking up and paying my bills on time. I miss my furniture and my car. I had been put through this for ten years and my life has utterly been destroyed.

The truth is I hate all of them and everyone that made SOOOOOO MUCH MONEY off me. People know that my life was absolutely ruined for no reason. It was utter shit.

 Who destroys someone's life and never pays them at least a million tax free.

Who sets someone up all day for three years straight. FUCKING LOSERS THAT ARE WORSE FELONS THAT I AM.

Its utter shit. I miss everything about my life prior to that job interview of 2013 and leaving the furniture store.

Just imagine, if I would have borrowed money from Veronica and also stay at Exclusive furniture.

I know I would have had kids by now. And been thin. And almost paid off my car and also fixed up my house.

I miss my life so much and now all I've been setup for three years straight.

Its sick and fucked. And American taxpayers dollars have been spent when they could have saved Orlando.

I am glad it stopped. But I am so sick, depressed and pissed that all it takes is a million and I am back to normal in six months.

INSTEAD THEY WANT TO RUIN ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE; FUCKING PSYCHO LOSERS.

What would be smart.

Since, Stand up is not an option. From Radio deejays trying to get to know someone. But let's say, I do it.


What would be smart - is let me hit that job for 15,000. Let me get a car in Las Vegas and let me switch shifts and do stand up. I need about three months to cut weight and go back to work. But its easier to live this life. Without being annoyed, mollested and destroyed as a victim. Just drop it and have the morning shift not know as much.

My basic requirement is stop talking about everything that I am doing and just leave it alone. That's it. Including the customers. Just drop it and I'll write with a couple of writers and myself, stand up sets in Las Vegas. Cause its cheaper to live there.

I can make 3k a month there and live like a king or have to make triple here in LA and live the same life in LA or even in Houston. Houston you need 4500  trust me.

Its a Damn Osmsis if you really think about it....

For example, I just gave up because this bullshit didn't make sense. The theory of a triangle fitting into a square hole. This started ten years ago because some deejays were trying to get to know me. I don't think they tapped everything, that I don't think but they reacted to all the texts, myspace, emails, reactions and etc; So I knew I was being watched. I became an utter psycho - similar to the Brittney Spears guy. LEAVE BRITTANY ALONE, yeah him. The summer of 2007 was filled with fun gifts, etc. That I just didn't want neither did I want the job.

I didn't care.

I had almost gotten caught by the cops selling mixtapes, gotten a DUI charge and my CPU broke that summer. So I had graduated college and I was fucked. Then I became psychotic. Truly psychotic.

That was until the year of 2009. The company that took the wrap for rigging all the contests, etc. Gave my mother help on a technically and continue to give her financial and medical help till 2012, I believe.

I learned how to budget, people were giving me a shot cause the DUI was off the record and I was fine. I broke that obsessive thinking and I began to live my life again.

I had a boats and ho's party in Boston.

I was a strip club deejay and I began to financially manage my life. I was screwed after I had gotten out of college because of the DUI and what was happening that I got to fucking sick and wasn't able to work at Chase as a Banker or work at a call center.

Cause I was fucked.


That led me to walk to ABC and talk to the security and also talk to some more people about what actually took place.


You can't fit a triangle in a square. You had a 100,000,000 people set me up and also talk about me and that created an audience. But the backstory doesn't make sense. I am not going to host a late night talk show behind Jimmy Kimmel.

Its not going to happen. What seems more realistic. Is to setup a Webdocumentary on a corporate website like ABC and also make the web-series about getting back into society and learning to trust again without a barrel of a gun.


Cause if my theory was correct. People saw that after I broke the thinking, I didn't need anyone. I didn't; My language was back together. And I enjoyed my life single and working. I could have left the house in 2009, but I owed to my family for all the bullshit I put them through given this osmsis.

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That being said, It is utter shit what people plan to put me through rather than just making this stupid shit public and how much was done to cover up ruining a man's life, by having him setup for 38 months straight. Its utter shit.

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Its truly an osmsis. I saw a couple of famous people today driving around in their car talking about what I was talking about, there. And its an Osmsis, people act like something is going on that's not really happening.

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I am truly the victim and A VICTIM. People that know about just lie all day about me and then tell me what I want to hear and laugh and some of the funny stuff I go through.

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But its sick, they flash little images of being interviewed on the red carpet or at home with my feet propted up thin. And I hate these people that try to control me and everything that I do. Pay me a million tax free for the massive fail. And make it public cause its true. It is to much crap.

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Plan with the $$$$ never fails.

MBA, HOUSE, CAR, POOL TABLE, FLAT SCREEN, NEW XBOX.
BED WITH HOUSE FURNITURE.

THEN DOING THE BIG DICK LITTLE DICK THING IN THE MIRROR FOR 6 MONTHS AND NOT DATING AND JUST GETTING MY LIFE TOGETHER, WITH THE MONEY AND NOT GAMBLING.


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THEN ONCE I TEACH - DATE. MOVE ON.

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I NEED THIS PUBLIC!!!!!?!?!?!!?!??!!? CAUSE ITS TOO MUCH CRAP DONE TO A VICTIM.

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ITS AN OSMSIS1!!!?!!?!?!!??!!??!?!?!?!?!?!